I Belong to Vienna: A Jewish Family's Story of Exile and Return

by Anna Goldenberg, Alta L. Price (Translator)

Overview

A memoir of family history, personal identity, and WWII Vienna—a “well-researched, intimate, evocative look at some of the 20th century’s foulest days” (Kirkus).
 
In autumn 1942, Anna Goldenberg’s great-grandparents and one of their sons are deported to the Theresienstadt concentration camp. Hans, their elder son, survives by hiding in an apartment in the middle of Nazi-controlled Vienna. But this is no Anne Frank-like existence; teenage Hans passes time in the municipal library and buys standing room tickets to the Vienna State Opera. He never sees his family again.
 
Goldenberg reconstructs this unique story in magnificent reportage. She also portrays Vienna’s undying allure. Although they tried living in the United States after World War Two, both grandparents eventually returned to the Austrian capital. The author, too, has returned to her native Vienna after living in New York herself, and her fierce attachment to her birthplace enlivens her engrossing biographical history.
 
I Belong to Vienna is a probing tale of heroism and resilience marked by a surprising freshness as a new generation comes to terms with history’s darkest era.

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9781939931856
Publisher:	New Vessel Press
Publication date:	06/09/2020
Sold by:	Barnes & Noble
Format:	eBook
Pages:	194
File size:	5 MB

About the Author

Anna Goldenberg, born in 1989 in Vienna, studied psychology at the University of Cambridge and journalism at Columbia University. She worked at the Jewish newspaper The Forward in New York before returning to Vienna where she now writes as a freelance journalist.

Alta L. Price translates from Italian and German, and was awarded the 2013 Gutekunst Prize. Her publications include work by Corrado Augias, Dana Grigorcea, Jürgen Holstein, and Martin Mosebach.

Table of Contents

Family Tree viii

Poughkeepsie, New York, 2013 1

My Grandfather's Papers 7

Childhood in Vienna: Hansi 15

Childhood in Vienna: Helga 21

The Year 1938 27

"Preferably All Together…" 31

"Emigrate? You've Got to Be Kidding!" 41

"Aryans Only" 53

Last Hope Shanghai 69

Theresienstadt/Terezín 83

Overslept 95

Pepi 103

Neubaugasse 123

The End 141

Hansi and Helga 163

Poughkeepsie, New York, 1955 169

Return to Vienna 189

Acknowledgments 203

Archival Sources and References 205

Editorial Reviews

05/11/2020

In this understated debut, journalist Goldenberg explores her Jewish family history during WWII. Her grandparents, Hansi and Helga Feldner-Bustin, had survived the Nazis and immigrated in 1955 to Poughkeepsie, N.Y., to work as doctors, and a year later returned to Vienna, where they remained. Goldenberg learned that Hansi had left behind in Vienna folders of documents, and used them as a starting point to reconstruct her grandparents’ lives and understand their choices. Through family photos, school report cards, letters, and Nazi documents detailing the liquidation of Jewish businesses, Goldenberg presents a vivid picture of life in Vienna under Nazi rule. Her relatives had markedly different experiences: Helga suffered in the Theresienstadt concentration camp for years but managed to escape death before that camp was liberated in 1945. In contrast, Hansi, who was taken in by a Catholic doctor, was “constantly out and about” on the streets of Vienna, visiting lending libraries, taverns, and university classes. Goldenberg uncovered the surprising reason the Feldner-Bustins decided to return home: the “rigid, racist social conventions” the couple encountered among their non-Jewish friends in Poughkeepsie. Goldenberg’s thoughtful research and engaging style make this a valuable addition to Holocaust literature . (June)

Publishers Weekly

"An intimate account of a courageous family whose rich life in Vienna unravels into a struggle for survival. A suspenseful story of bravery, dignity, and the love of a city that withstands its bleakest chapter."
—Anne-Marie O'Connor, author of The Lady in Gold: The Extraordinary Tale of Gustav Klimt’s Masterpiece, Portrait of Adele Bloch-Bauer

"Why would you return to a city that tried to murder you? Here is the story of one Jewish family that did ... Blends history, biography, and memoir ... Well-researched, intimate, evocative look at some of the 20th century’s foulest days."
—Kirkus Reviews

"Absorbing ... What distinguishes Goldenberg’s book from much of the vast library of Holocaust literature is its distance from the campaign to exterminate European Jewry. It is the story of a young woman’s attempt to make sense of history more than it is a direct evocation of the roundups, cattle cars, and gas chambers ... Will leave Americans fascinated by the cruelty and loyalty born in the city of Sigmund Freud, Gustav Mahler, and Anna Goldenberg."
—The Forward

"A meticulous evocation of an unknown Austria, Anna Goldenberg’s affecting family memoir brings to life the story of Viennese Jews who decided not to flee their homes after the Anschluss. This salutary tribute forces us to reflect on what it means to try and live a 'normal life' in the throes of a political nightmare."
—George Prochnik, author of The Impossible Exile and Stranger in a Strange Land

"A must-read for a new understanding of the Holocaust in Vienna and why a Jewish family would not let itself be uprooted despite the city's dark past."
—Esther Safran Foer, author of I Want You to Know We're Still Here: A Post-Holocaust Memoir

"Goldenberg presents a vivid picture of life in Vienna under Nazi rule ... Thoughtful research and engaging style make this a valuable addition to Holocaust literature."
—Publishers Weekly

"The value and virtue of this book is that it personalizes and humanizes a global reign of terror into an understandable drama."
—The Arts Fuse

"Anna Goldenberg explores questions of national identity and personal trauma ... a fascinating look at how two Jewish families navigated an increasingly hostile nation."
—Words without Borders

"An important and accessible document ... providing above all a valuable lesson on belonging and the will to overcome."
—The Jerusalem Post

“Anna Goldenberg brings the memory of her grandparents to life and sweeps us away with her portrayal of bravery and endurance. This is an important and wonderful book.”
—Doron Rabinovici, author of Elsewhere and The Search for M

“Goldenberg has written a big, important, quiet and disturbing book. It is ruthless and precise, honest and inquisitive, showing the bright side of a family’s fate as well as the dark.”
—Falter

“A kaleidoscopic picture of the varied perceptions of the oncoming Holocaust and how the Jewish population of Vienna responded to its events and risks.”
—Die Zeit

“Goldenberg reveals the mechanisms by which people were initially deprived of their rights, then their property, and finally their lives—the processes necessary for dehumanization.”
—Der Standard

From the Publisher

2020-03-29
Why would you return to a city that tried to murder you? Here is the story of one Jewish family that did.

In her English-language debut, Goldenberg, a former culture fellow at the Forward who is now a freelance journalist in Vienna, blends history, biography, and memoir to tell the story of her extended family and some significant others. Though the Holocaust is the primary setting, the author begins and ends in Poughkeepsie, New York, where her grandparents, both doctors, went to work after World War II. They did not stay long but returned to Vienna, where their families had been hunted by the Nazis—but also where they had found remarkable assistance from others. As Goldenberg notes, they felt that they had to return to their homeland—though she still has plenty of questions regarding their motivations. “How had they found reconciliation with Austria? Weren’t they constantly reminded of the humiliations they’d been subjected to following Hitler’s 1938 annexation of their homeland?” The author’s grandmother was a prime source for research, but Goldenberg also visited relevant sites in Europe and America—sometimes in company with her grandmother, who had spent time in Theresienstadt—consulted family papers and memories, and visited assorted archives. “For my grandmother…remembering has become a sport—a race against oblivion, in which every detail that comes to mind puts her in the lead,” writes the author. With these resources, she vividly re-creates the scene in Vienna as horror arrived: the rise of the Nazis, the abuse of Jews, the roundups and transportations, and the varied fortunes of her family members, some of whom didn’t survive. Goldenberg’s principal focus is her grandparents—Hansi and Helga, who were teens at the time—and how both were able to escape the worst of it.

Well-researched, intimate, evocative look at some of the 20th century’s foulest days. (b/w photos, family tree)

Kirkus Reviews